I spent my whole life on the east coast except that one time where I made it out to Texas and came back okay
But every time without exception, I'll write you a note every day
Even it's in the form of chords and I forget to write it down
Because I'm lazy and I forget things sometimes
And sometimes I don't wanna talk to anyone in the room
And I can't sleep because of everything that's been racing in my mind because I'll be home too soon
The last few months have been a blur, playing all the shows in due time hoping that people watching approve
But I'm not in this world for nothing, in a way I think I feel tied by a rope that's pulling me through
Because I'm lazy and I don't remember things sometimes
And sometimes I don't wanna talk to you
And I feel crazy as I slowly get older and die
Because I look at my grandparents and parents and I see older versions of me
Maybe no one dies alone because they're with loved ones
Maybe some people coincidentally die at the same time
Maybe when I look at you I get a different picture
You make me wish there was an afterlife